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[05 Dec 2016|01:47am]
Looks like I only wrote on this 3 times.
I guess I'll see you in 2017...
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This is me, let it be [01 Apr 2016|12:00am]
[ mood | tired ]

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[22 Jan 2016|05:36pm]
first entry in 2016

I wonder if it will be a good year...
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[14 May 2015|01:04am]
what a drag...
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My Secret Life [20 Apr 2015|01:47am]

“My Secret Life, chapter three.” (Story from the previous chapter.)

I was neither a murder suspect, nor a target for an international spy organization. But I drove a car down the Jersey Turnpike at 80 mph….

A police officer pulled me over and asked for my driver’s license. He said I was going 20 mph over the speed limit. I instantly pointed to my wife and said “I’m in a hurry, my wife is in labor.” Fortunately, my wife actually had a big stomach. I hoped he’d let me go with this excuse.

“Oh, since it’s an emergency. I’ll lead you to the hospital with my police car,” he said.

“No, it’s not necessary.”

“Why not?” asked the officer.

“Uh… well…”

“Let’s get going,” said the officer…

“No, no! We can’t! This baby is a demon child!”

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[18 Mar 2015|01:36pm]
I keep having these dreams that I'm with someone, like a romantic relationship.  It always feels soo real and everytime i wake up I feel like shit.  I'm pretty sure its some kind of sign but I don't know if I will do anything about it.  Maybe I can convert this energy into some music, who knows.  I kind wish sometimes I write about cool stuff here and not horrible or depressing stuff.  Well thats life, it aint perfect
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[25 Nov 2014|02:58am]
I cant beileve hes gone.  One of the only few people i still care and love alot at this point in time.  I mentally and physically feel weak.  I feel like this world is ganging up on me and making me loose even more hope in a staggering rate.  Why did he go...

Im gonna fucking miss you dude!  i wanted to do so much with you, now I cant.  i wish I did more to show you that I cared.  I fucking Love you man.  Please dont leave me...  I feel scared without knowing your around.  I always felt like you were my bodygaurd.  If anyone would ever mess with me you would kick their ass.

My condolences to the family,  I know they were all very close and love him very much.

I Miss You, I Love You, and I will never Forget you.

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Mac [01 Oct 2014|09:34pm]
[ mood | good ]

So to me Mac Demarco's music sounds like what John Lennon's music would sound if John Lennon was still around.  

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[08 Jul 2014|03:48am]
[ mood | moody ]

I've been having such a great time with shovel knight.  I like saving shield knight... she's my friendq8n

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[14 Feb 2014|03:16am]
I feel safe when I write on this.  There is no one to read my thoughts yet they are public.
I just want shit to settle down and I don't want to worry.  I want to be part of something.
it sucks when people don't allow you opportunities to be part of something.
it's sad.


I'm trying to be optimistic but fuck it's getting hard.  hopefully soon.... soon

I want a Delorean 
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[04 Jan 2014|12:42am]
its a little better
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Belligerent ghouls [03 Jan 2014|04:36am]
[ mood | confused ]

I don't know how to feel...  I don't know if i'm over it or if its a bad idea.
I hope it works out for the both of us.

I also feel like i'm stuck in time. Non-progressive.  Anti-social, Shameful.
People are fucking stupid and i don't like them.
The logical thing to think is that I might have a problem with people and I have to try to fix it.
I honestly think that I'm actually ok and the people around me have the problem.
I don't hop the bandwagon and go with it. I like the things i like because I LIKE IT.

You could think I'm a freak or a weirdo... and I'm perfectly ok with that.
Just don't force me to join the mindless, pathetic, and clueless ride all of you are riding.
For the people with unique and interesting thoughts.
You guys are always welcome


Dedicated to pure silence,
because you dont judge or bother me

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[31 Aug 2013|11:21pm]
this place feels like a time machine that doesn't work properlly
How come there are more people i know that are happier then me?
I deserve to be happy.  I want to live life and do things.
maybe its just what i have become
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[29 Apr 2013|12:56am]
fuck you.  your a piece of SHIT!!!
Your the problem with humankind.

I wish people were more reliable.
We dont all have to be cut throat.
Tell me Im alright and its not just me.
I wonder if I can fight the future.

I don't think im alright...
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[09 Nov 2012|09:58pm]
Tokyo Jungle. thats it
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[30 May 2012|12:33am]
i hate jay leno
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[18 May 2012|02:34am]
At this day and age i don't usually do this
but i found a song that really got to me.
It's just a part but here it goes:

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are

I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh, lets go back to the start
It's obvious what's it's from but man,
such a beautiful song...
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I found this comment in one of my old post [17 May 2012|12:32am]
happy valentines day.

- le trent/cookie monster

...This made me happy
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[30 Apr 2012|09:00am]
[ mood | sad ]

I have lost you... I wish we never left each others side.
I wish i could of protected you from the poison.
You will always be in my heart and be part of me.
I will never lose you again...

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[27 Feb 2012|11:26pm]
I never thought this would happen. The silence is starting to get creepy.
I just feel nothing. I feel nervous. I feel like falling to the ground.
no one is there and i'm ok with that. The beat is slowing down.
I just hope everything starts to shine...
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[17 Oct 2011|02:47am]
I haven't felt jealousy in a long time, but after that....
Its a love and hate thing.
Love the Fact for them and
Hate that Im not even near them.

I'm so far away...
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[12 Sep 2011|04:18pm]
I feel abandoned by everything.
I feel like I don't understand anymore.
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